A Few Thoughts on Evolving in Monkey Town by Rachel Held Evans

Evolving in Monkey Town: How a Girl Who Knew All the Answers Learned to Ask the Questions (NF 2010) Rachel Held Evans

(The following is not so much a review as a few thoughts on the book.)

Imagine being a Christian when your hometown is Dayton, Tennessee, home of the famous 1925 Scopes Monkey Trial. You’d have to have a strong faith and some strong strategies for defending it. Yet after defending her faith for several years, Rachel Held Evans found she had some questions. Some serious questions. 

Evolving in Monkey Town is an honest look at questioning your faith, a memoir of discovery, and a candid examination of why we believe what we believe. It’s also an unflinching look at doubt. Is doubt necessarily a bad thing? It depends. Evans says (p. 219), 

Doubt is a difficult animal to master because it requires that we learn the difference between doubting God and doubting what we believe about God. The former has the potential to destroy faith; the latter has the power to enrich and refine it. The former is a vice, the latter a virtue. 

Doubt and questioning can be very strong components of drawing nearer to God. (Another excellent book on this topic is The Sacredness of Questioning Everything by David Dark.) 

Evans spends a significant amount of time in the first part of the book describing how convinced she was that she was right (and, by implication, that others were wrong) about faith and belief. This really hit home for me. I’ve been a part of churches that had the “We’re right, you’re wrong” attitude that can really cause you to distance yourself from the very people you should be trying to help. I still often ask myself, “Am I trying to serve others or just trying to be right?” 

“Most of the people I’ve encountered,” Evans says (p. 222), “are looking not for a religion to answer all their questions but for a community of faith in which they can feel safe asking them.” Sadly, when they find that they have disagreements with others, some Christians withdraw, saying, “Well, we have nothing further to talk about.” No, that’s when the conversations should just be getting started. Please don’t misunderstand: no one’s saying you have to water down your beliefs or change your convictions to talk to someone else, but differences in faith should not end conversations and/or relationships. 

  

Some of Evans’s struggles may surprise you, maybe even shock you. I know I found myself in many of these pages at different stages of my life. Maybe you will too. I was also reminded of some hard lessons. Maybe you will be, too. Evans isn’t afraid to ask hard, controversial questions, some of them questions I continue to struggle with as a Christian. Maybe you do, too. Evolving in Monkey Town is an excellent book for anyone who has questions, doubts, fears and struggles. It’s an even better book for those who think they have all the answers.